it's so weird how people say Mary J. Blige is the new queen of soul. Aretha Franklin is fucking amazing and she will always be the queen of soul. Mary J. Blige fucking sucks and it's sad people even compare her to Aretha. fucking cunts. umm i woke up at 1 AM and stayed up til now and uhh I had chorizo y huevos <33 talked to Adam for like 4 hours *yay* and uhhhhhh that's it i was really drunk last night but my buzz wore off hahaa
ohh shit im so drunk right now i got drunk at the neighbor's with stevie ciskoe ben richie jamal and ralphie ohh and chester and i hate courtney just because she is a dumb fatass hoe and uhh i dont know what to type i juss cant remember shit an shit and i think i am uhh i dont know okay ill update some other time biatch!
ughh okay i talked to adam online today from like 3 AM to 6 AM.. yeah i love him a lot.. i am gonna squat in VA soon so i can see his hott mofo ass LOL and i really wanna go to this Skeptix show on Aug 1 in Oakland but I need a ride and I'd have to squat with 1 of my dude friends and shit.. i am very bored i had some weird cereal today while watching Paper Moon <33 and as I said CALIFORNIA IS INFESTED WITH ANTS and I ended up eating a shitload of them ! yuck people don't think they taste like anything but they have this really gross toxic and pungent taste. not good. and umm now i am hungry like real hungry and i want to talk to davie.. but he is mad at me so fuck him and yeah i also wanna talk to adam because i love him and shit!!
man i saw the chick (victoria flores) that i have wanted to beat the living shit out of for 4 months alone downtown (FINALLY) and I went up to her and bitched her out and she was like wimpering like a little pussy and I was like "bitch if you're telling people that you beat my ass 3 years ago, then fucking beat my ass now!" and she is like "i never said that!" god what a pussy I was gonna take a swing but her mom came up to us and took her daughter away and told me that i need to come to their house and talk shit out and i was like FUCK NO lmao and yeah well my dad and I took a walk to the cove today and I was sweating like a fucking pig it's like 2 miles there and back of walking in 80 degrees and yeah it sucked and everyone kept saying "i like your mohawk! its so fun!" and i ignored them 'cause i wasnt in the mood haha and uhh davie is still mad at me.. which sucks. :( and im gonna call him tonight. and uhh yeah. i hate fucking courtney now.. i have 2 girl friends in this town and she is was 1 of them and uhh a while back like 3 months ago i went around with spray paint and fucking tagged this town with all this shit like "victoria flores is a dirty slut" and then victoria found out it was me and she said she was calling the cops and shit so i was like i dont give a fuck and courtney did it with me so i told her that and then courtney went around telling everyone that it was all me so victoria talked a lot of shit and uhh victoria told me courtney called her and 3wayed me and pretended victoria wasnt on the phone and talked to me and had me admit that i wrote that shit! so basically courtney who is all "i love you like a sister" and "you are my best friend" is a traitor and can burn in hell for all i care. she better not even come over, stupid fucking cunt. anyways this is hella long so ttyl.
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: like 13 boyfriends 1 girlfriend and yes it's a lot but I have only had 1 serious relationship. Have you kissed someone?: fuck yeah it's my hobby! Have you french kissed someone?: ermm.. DUHHH. Have you ever been in love?: I am. :) Have you gone to 2nd?: No.. I don't think so LOL 3rd?: nope. Are you a virgin?: yep. Have you had oral sex?: Nope.
YOUR PRESENT Are you single?: Yep. :( If not how long have you been with them: Single. Are you in love?: Yeshhhhh but he lives far away so we can't go out yet! :( Do you think you will stay with this person?: I hope so. Do you think you will ever get married?: Uhhh yeah probably.
YOUR VIEWS Do you believe in love?: Yep. What are your views on sex?: Sex is natural and normal and sex out of wedlock isn't bad. Would you have sex with someone you didn’t love?: Not sure yet LOL. Is having a significant other important to you?: Not really before, but now it is. Can you be happy single?: Yeahh. Would you say you are conservative or liberal when it comes to love/sex?: Liberal.
I think this is just a random like one. It seems vaguely familiar. I think I did this one a long time ago in an old journal.
well last night after getting offline i went home and watched the first quarter of Romeo and Juliet with Claire Dane and Leonardo DiCaprio.. Leonardo is such a babe and that movie is fucking awesome. Then I read #7 and #9 of the Love and Rockets comics.. and fell asleep.. then I woke up and read #11 and watched the romeo and juliet movie once more.. haha then I went downtown with my dad to get some beer and i smoked some with stevie adam ben ciskoe jamal ralphie and chester and my dad made some more homemade frenchfries because i begged him to! LOL and uhh I talked to Courtney and she was all singing along to this rap song so I turned up Bastards in Blue by the Partisans and just started screaming it at the top of my lungs.. that'll show that gangsta wannabe bitch. HAHA and uhhhh she is very annoying but she's cool i guess. I actually teased my mohawk like MAJORLY AFRO-IC and it looks awesome. I am sitting here watching my cat lick herself (i brought her to the neighbors) ohh that reminds me.. MY COMP GETS FIXED TOMORROW, BIATCHES! LOL and um I love this one dude a lot!
agh people my comp is getting all fixed up and shit so i wont be like on LJ and i'll prolly have a new account in a week.. due to i always have the same lj name as my aol sn and i'll have to reinstall aol and make a whole new account and yeah umm also i have the same LJ and AOL names because it's easier to remember and uhh yeah so everyone who reads this, PREPARE TO ADD MY NEW LJ IN LIKE A WEEK OR 2!! haha!
ergghh umm well i talked to mada oi! it was great. kinda.. he didn't talk much and we couldn't talk that long. but yeah he is a major babe and he is realllly nice and funny and shit and he is a GEEK MO and a DORK! if he reads what i just called him, he'll kill me but ohhh well. :) um my dad made his homemade french fries and UGH they are so fucking good! I am re-reading my Love and Rockets comic books (not the band but the Los Bros. Hernandez series! my dad's best friend draws them! UGH i love them!) and I am falling in love with the books all over again! they capture so much real shit about the L.A punk scene back in the 80s. Maggie and Hopey's characters are da SHIZNIT hahaha anyways i'm about to take new pics so i'll post that shit in a second. ohh and 1 last thing. CALIFORNIA IS FUCKING INFESTED! WITH ANTS! THEY ARE ATTACKING!!!!
adam ran away and he had 2 spend the night last night.. we smoked some pot but had NO alcohol because my dad didn't get us any :( uhhhh i talked to this oldman named Gene Hendrickson today.. he is such a cute old man and he is like 97 or some shit lmao.. i talked to my little sister last night for a while and umm yeah her and her best friend tiffany hate eachother now.. but in a week they'll be all buddy-buddy and shit.. anyways im gonna go do something else.. im at the library. my comp will be up monday or tuesday for sure! :)
omfg i love my dad so much.. i am sitting here at the neighbor's listening to my dad's pirate radio and he dedicated a song to me.. ugh i love him so much i feel like crying but im not a pussy. <3
i wanted to fucking drink tonight soo fucking badly and my dad went over to steve's and said he would pick up some alcohol for me and my friends adam and stevie and he didn't come back for like 2-3 hours and when he got back he told me him and steve went to this bar and he didn't even bring me home any alcohol! GOD fucking damn him I even went to this stupid formal party thing today for him and i even wore high heels which im still wearing them now and he promised me some beer and i never got it. god damn at least i have pot.. i also wish that the stores were open around here so he could go buy me some. adam ran away from home and he is spending the night tonight and shit which kinda makes me a lil uncomfortable because he is a disgusting perv LOL
haha i got online last night at the neighbors even though my dad wouldnt let me.. i snuck out my window LOL and danny wanted to call so yeahh it was like 4 AM and I was at the neighbor's and I'm like "dude im gonna go call me in 20 minutes 'cause I have to sneak in my house" and he said OK and then I had to climb in the window and I was stoned off my ass and i ended up with a huge cut on my knee because i fell backwards out of my window.. and it wouldn't have been emberassing if my friend stevie didn't witness it LOL he laughed his ass off and i just suckerpunched him in the arm and yeah. umm i had chorizo y huevos today and painted another vest and shit and um i saw victoria flores (nasty cunt) lookin' ugly as always and i bitched her out and yeah it was cool. my 2 sisters are united in AZ as of yesterday and I can't even go see them! :( ohh well i'll see them soon enough.. i have been practicing guitar like 2 hours a day.. its crazy shit. i learned how to play California Uber Alles.. like the whole thing. I love that song. Ohh also last night Danny called and he kept calling but right when i got in my window i just fell asleep on the floor and he woke me up by calling over and over again and i just didn't pick up rofl but he called today and it was cool because he is a cool gangsta dude. <3
ughhh i talked to nathan last night from like 4:20 AM to 6:25 AM.. he was like amazed that I am a chick and I pee outside and I don't wear underwear.. so when I had to pee and I was outside he was all like "PUT THE PHONE TO WHERE UR PEEIN'!! I WANNA HEAR!!" lmao sick bastard. jk haha he is cool as fuck though. uh i talked to adam last night, too.. his voice is so hotttt and he is just so AHHHH gorgeous <333 ohh shit yesterday was my moms bday and today my sisters hannah and sarah are flying from OH back to AZ.. my lil sis hannah lives in OH but she gets to visit Sarah :( i wish i could go. umm my dad is a weirdo we were walking and he kept staring at me and i was like "WHAT THE FUCK?" and he looked away and he is like "nothin'" and i said "why the fuck were u looking at me like that?" and he is like "Just seeing how ur dressed today. all good and punky" mwahahaha and then i called him a dork. and then yeah. ohh and nathan is very annoyed at me because i was stoned on the phone with him and i kept laughing. ohh i also spilled my koolaid but yeah that was an accident and uhh i fell asleep at like 7:00 AM and that is it. i miss *him* <33 im horny.
I talked to Adam around 9.. he has such a hott voice. I really want to go see him in VA. and then I want to see Davie in Maine.. Just got done watching Tough Crowd with my dad and he made this bigass dinner and I felt sick (hangover *blehh) so I told him to just make me some chorizo y huevos and now I am at Steve's on his comp.... yes it sucks. I took new pics I'll post them in a lil bit. <3
stayed up all night.. it's 4:20!! WOOHOO. i stayed up 'til 8:30 AM and then slept til 2:30 and watched some Roseanne.. then my dad and I walked down to the library and got signed up.. then he made me some huevos y sausage which was DAYUM good. uhhh my dad is like standing outside waiting for me to walk home with him and he looks so sad i should buy me and him a BEEEEERRRR, HOMIE! well im gonna go because stevie ben ciskoe adam jamal and ralphie are waiting for me to smoke them out! ttyl! <3